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I Choose To Live

***NOTE: This wiki is not against suicide, it just supports life.


"Even if you plan to kill yourself tomorrow, you still choose to live today."



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This is a wiki for all who choose to live. You don't have to be anti-death, or against anything that has to do with it(i.e. cutting, morbid crap, talk of death, even anticipating it). You just have to choose to live.
There are no obligations. Maybe you'll change your mind later. But, right now, life is worth living. And you're here for it.

So, if you're here right now at this moment, like you obviously are, you choose to live. If you didn't, you wouldn't be reading this right now, now would you?

You already know the rules, and probably can assume any others I haven't put up, so I won't bother.


Here are the Members:

(*Whispers* The word "members" is a link.)




***made by: [Incontinence Happens]




A PERFECT CIRCLE
"Gravity"


Lost again
Broken and weary
Unable to find my way
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to
Just let this go


I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live


I fell again
Like a baby unable to stand on my own
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to just let this go
High and surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live, I choose to live


Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
Help me survive the bottom


Calm these hands before they
Snare another pill and
Drive another nail down another
Needy hole please release me


I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live





This's a page for all who engage in self-harm in various forms:
http://www.recoveryourlife.com





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2004-12-12 [Not Here!]: I have been stabbed in real life so I don't think a couple of fake knives are going to hurt me.*Panda*

2004-12-12 [Not Here!]: Thank you Moonlit you may be shy but you have a good heart.^__^

2004-12-13 [Lethargic Panda]: Lots of reasons. ! And...maaaaybe; if I noticed where you claim to be from, I'd be intrigued and thereby somewhat friendlier. *raises your eyebrow*  And is there anything more meaningful than an internet stranger telling you that you have a good heart? *no*                                   -.-

2004-12-13 [Not Here!]: Well I live in michigan right now.^__^

2004-12-13 [Lethargic Panda]: And nobody likes people from Michigan.

2004-12-13 [Not Here!]: What! I was not born in michigan I just live there for right now and I am always moveing.

2004-12-13 [Lethargic Panda]: lol. I'm sure.

2004-12-13 [Not Here!]: I was born in Greece and I was 9 years old when I left ever since then I have been traveling all over.

2004-12-13 [Lethargic Panda]: I am very glad you told me.

2004-12-13 [Not Here!]: Why?

2004-12-13 [Lethargic Panda]: Because I jump at the chance to grow closer to others.

2004-12-13 [Not Here!]: Ok! I know that I have found someone as wired as me *Panda*now that is crazy because I am fu**** up

2004-12-13 [Lethargic Panda]: I have no idea what you just said!

2004-12-13 [Not Here!]: Never mind are we friends?

2004-12-13 [Lethargic Panda]: Well, it's kind of soon.

2004-12-13 [Not Here!]: OK so we are acquaintances.

2004-12-13 [Not Here!]: Damit*Panda* you sound like a girl going on a date with a new guy.Just joking!!!!~___^

2004-12-15 [Lethargic Panda]: Comical genius.

2004-12-15 [Not Here!]: Who me?????????????????????????

2004-12-15 [Lethargic Panda]: Totally.

2004-12-15 [Not Here!]: Thank you.

2004-12-15 [Lethargic Panda]: H.

2004-12-15 [Not Here!]: And what dose H mean?

2004-12-15 [Lethargic Panda]: It's the eight letter of the alphabet.

2004-12-15 [Not Here!]: Gee thanks I no that! I mean why did you put H down?

2004-12-15 [Lethargic Panda]: It seemed like the thing to do at the time.

2004-12-15 [Not Here!]: Oh ok!

2004-12-15 [Lethargic Panda]: Mhm.

2004-12-15 [Not Here!]: How old are you *Panda*?

2004-12-15 [Lethargic Panda]: Do you want my actual age or a randomly chosen number?

2004-12-16 [Not Here!]: Your actual age.

2004-12-17 [Moonlit Serenade]: I think he's 72.2043984 repeating.... *nods*

2004-12-18 [Lethargic Panda]: That would explain my high level of sex appeal and amount of teeth.  o.o

2004-12-19 [Not Here!]: Sex appeal! Ha Ha Ha

2004-12-20 [Lethargic Panda]: What a mature sense of humor.

2004-12-20 [Moonlit Serenade]: *giggles* Amusing. Very amusing....

2004-12-20 [Lethargic Panda]: *climbs on you* Where've you been?

2004-12-20 [Moonlit Serenade]: *blinks and is climbed upon* Ugh... I've been making up so much math homework.... I think I may have a phobia of numbers now....

2004-12-20 [Lethargic Panda]: Yeah...I have a lot of work to do this break because I didn't go to school for the two weeks previous to it, give or take 4 periods on the first day.

2004-12-20 [Moonlit Serenade]: *looks thoughtful* Man, I would not miss two weeks of school under any circumstances.... I'm much too lazy to make up the work.... -.-;;;

2004-12-20 [Lethargic Panda]: As am I. lol So screwed.

2004-12-21 [Not Here!]: Are you two gf and bf or something like that*panda and moonlit*

2004-12-21 [Lethargic Panda]: Um...no, no we're not. x.x

2004-12-21 [Lethargic Panda]: (I'm way too cool) :P

2004-12-21 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Yay! People who like to live! lol!

2004-12-22 [Moonlit Serenade]: *sticks her tongue out at lethargic* Oh, you know you wish we were. I'm too good for him! ^_^ *giggles* Naw. I've never even met him in person.... *nods*

2004-12-22 [Not Here!]: Ok just cheking because you two talk like you are.

2004-12-22 [Lethargic Panda]: ...Erm...No, we don't.                       And she wants to meet me though, badddddly. o.o Yeah. And she shows up outside my house! (she does live near me)

2004-12-22 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Thats fancy!

2004-12-22 [Lethargic Panda]: Not especially?

2004-12-22 [Not Here!]: Ok

2004-12-23 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Well, it should be :)

2004-12-23 [Lethargic Panda]: Why is that?

2004-12-23 [i fall from the sky]: i sure missed alot here oh well

2004-12-23 [Lethargic Panda]: That's nice.

2004-12-24 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: I dont know...

2004-12-24 [Lethargic Panda]: Figures.

2004-12-24 [Not Here!]: Hi.How are you *Panda*^ __^

2004-12-24 [Lethargic Panda]: Eh, alright. Yourself?

2004-12-24 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: I know, I just would like to be part of the conv. thats all.

2004-12-24 [Lethargic Panda]: Hmm. Then dance!

2004-12-24 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Alright *dances around the room*

2004-12-24 [Not Here!]: I am well.Thank you *Panda*

2004-12-24 [Lethargic Panda]: Dance well!              And...erm..k. x.x

2004-12-25 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Thx :)

2004-12-25 [Lethargic Panda]: //// I was yelling at you to dance well; that your dance wasn't good enough. Though you may be thanking me for my constructive criticism, I think you misunderstood.

2004-12-25 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: ooooooooo ok then *dances better*

2004-12-25 [Moonlit Serenade]: Go, master save driver Lethargic!!! Comand them all to dance!! And I don't even know where you live. How would I stand outside your house??

2004-12-25 [Lethargic Panda]: *shakes fist*

2004-12-25 [Moonlit Serenade]: *blinks* *licks his fist* *giggles*

2004-12-25 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: *stands, confused*

2004-12-25 [Moonlit Serenade]: *would also be confused, if her brain was working properly* Hee...

2004-12-25 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: lol right on

2004-12-25 [Moonlit Serenade]: *giggles* Why right on? Why not left on??

2004-12-25 [Lethargic Panda]: o.o *sits on Pearlssss lap* ^.^ Whee.

2004-12-25 [Moonlit Serenade]: *wonders if Lethargic suddenly became a snake* You act as if I'm a carnival ride... but.... Where's the cotton candy??

2004-12-25 [Lethargic Panda]: *pulls cotton candy out from behind your ear* ^.^   Hmm.

2004-12-25 [Moonlit Serenade]: Wow! Magician!!! Can you cut me in half and put me together again??

2004-12-25 [Lethargic Panda]: I'm only up for half the trick right now. Shall we anyway?

2004-12-25 [Moonlit Serenade]: *blinks* Naw! We can experiment with you, though!!! *giggles*

2004-12-25 [Lethargic Panda]: *cuts you in half first* Bwa ha ha ha!

2004-12-25 [Moonlit Serenade]: *stiches herself back together* *spits on you* Hah!

2004-12-25 [Lethargic Panda]: v.v *is sad*

2004-12-25 [Moonlit Serenade]: *feels bad* *huggles?*

2004-12-25 [Lethargic Panda]: *accepts huggles*  *glares*

2004-12-25 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: *watches in amazment*

2004-12-26 [Lethargic Panda]: *is amazing*?

2004-12-26 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: *watches all the madness happening*

2004-12-26 [Lethargic Panda]: *pokes your brain* The madness has already passed?

2004-12-26 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Yes I know *remembering the madness*

2004-12-27 [Moonlit Serenade]: Madness?? Where??? *blinks* Lethargic, it's rude to poke people's brains. You should really poke their liver.

2004-12-27 [BarleySinger]: ...but when you poke their brains you get to watch them twitch...all they do is say "ouch" when you poke their livers...

2004-12-27 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: true true

2004-12-27 [Lethargic Panda]: I didn't know you were like that Pearl. *shakes head*

2004-12-28 [Another Blank Page]: pudding? mmmm...

2004-12-28 [Lethargic Panda]: Pudding of doom.

2004-12-28 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: pudding is good!

2004-12-28 [Lethargic Panda]: We've already covered this.

2004-12-28 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Well we are covering it again!

2004-12-29 [Lethargic Panda]: *starts fires*

2004-12-29 [Moonlit Serenade]: You don't know much about me, do you Lethargic?? *giggles* *watches the fire* oooOOOoo....

2004-12-29 [Lethargic Panda]: I know a lot about you. o.o

2004-12-30 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Thats kinda creepy

2004-12-30 [Moonlit Serenade]: Yeah, it is..... O.o....

2004-12-30 [Lethargic Panda]: *claps for self*

2004-12-30 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: lol

2004-12-30 [Lethargic Panda]: ??

2004-12-30 [Moonlit Serenade]: *pokes Lethargic and Charmed* Do you two like cheese???

2004-12-30 [Lethargic Panda]: *sits on your lap merrily* Some. o.o

2004-12-30 [Moonlit Serenade]: Some cheese... Do you like smoked gouda?????

2004-12-30 [Lethargic Panda]: ...why?

2004-12-31 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: I like all cheese!

2004-12-31 [Lethargic Panda]: You sure?

2004-12-31 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Yes! Well I like all the ones I tasted at least.

2004-12-31 [Lethargic Panda]: *wins*

2004-12-31 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: ok

2005-01-01 [Lethargic Panda]: Loser!

2005-01-01 [Moonlit Serenade]: No, WINNER!!! *dances* YAY!!

2005-01-01 [Lethargic Panda]: ...me is the winner. *bows*

2005-01-01 [Moonlit Serenade]: No, you is the loser....

2005-01-01 [Lethargic Panda]: o.o How'd me lose?

2005-01-01 [Moonlit Serenade]: Er.... You're too mean to me!! ^_~ You shouldn't lick my eyes anymore!!! *smiles wide*

2005-01-01 [Lethargic Panda]: Eh, that's a sacrifice I just can't make.

2005-01-01 [Moonlit Serenade]: *glares* You're like neon dog poo brown....

2005-01-01 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: well that nice

2005-01-01 [Lethargic Panda]: You shouldn't do whatever the...thing you did was. o.o

2005-01-01 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: ok

2005-01-01 [Lethargic Panda]: Meaningful.

2005-01-02 [Moonlit Serenade]: *giggles* Just because I shouldn't doesn't mean I won't!! ^_~

2005-01-02 [Lethargic Panda]: That attitude will get you raped or in prison.

2005-01-02 [Moonlit Serenade]: Yep, yep it will. But that's okay.

2005-01-02 [Lethargic Panda]: You stopped responding to me. v.v

2005-01-02 [Moonlit Serenade]: No, I haven't gotten there yet. *huggles* No worries! *gives Lethargic a lolly pop* ^_^

2005-01-02 [Lethargic Panda]: BAH! *throws stuff at you*

2005-01-02 [Moonlit Serenade]: *cries* I sent you something! I responded! Stop throwing things at me!! *cries*

2005-01-02 [Lethargic Panda]: *pokes* o.o *sigh* Fine.

2005-01-03 [Moonlit Serenade]: Thank you!! *hugs tightly* *petpet*

2005-01-04 [Lethargic Panda]: In English we're finally starting our (sadly very brief) unit, majigger, on gothic literature. ^.^ We're suppose to read The Black Cat by Poe on wednesday I think...which is one of me favorites. :D *claps for self* *floats away*

2005-01-04 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: fun

2005-01-05 [Lethargic Panda]: *poke*

2005-01-05 [Moonlit Serenade]: Oh! I love that one!! *huggles her Poe book* I also liked The pit and the Pedulam. That was fun... I'd like torture like that.... Hee.

2005-01-06 [Lethargic Panda]: You should try spelling your favorites correctly. *glare*  I got this thing about my WASL test results today...and it had my scores in it (I've already seen them)...but in 'reading' I got more then the listed "highest possible score." How does that work?

2005-01-06 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: I guess you just read the best

2005-01-06 [Lethargic Panda]: You can't score above the highest possible score if there's no extra credit.

2005-01-07 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: well then they said that to make you feel good i guess

2005-01-07 [Lethargic Panda]: ...they also tend not to bullshit with standardized test scores.

2005-01-07 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: ok

2005-01-08 [Moonlit Serenade]: *shrugs* I'm abouve everything on everything on those tests..... *looks* Huh... I did spell it wrong... *blushes* *is ashamed*

2005-01-08 [Lethargic Panda]: o.O You can't get higher than the highest possible! >.<    *points* You should be!

2005-01-08 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Yea you should be. They should change that some how. But reading and writing are not my thing so actually I dont care what they do.

2005-01-10 [Moonlit Serenade]: *bites Lethargic's finger* Do not point at me, wench!!

2005-01-10 [Lethargic Panda]: *point point point*  >:D I got a picture drawn for me. ^.^

2005-01-10 [Moonlit Serenade]: Really?? What of?

2005-01-10 [Lethargic Panda]: Me...n she. o.o Yes.

2005-01-10 [Moonlit Serenade]: n she?? Who is she??? *blink blink* ??

2005-01-10 [Lethargic Panda]: She is she, silly.

2005-01-10 [Moonlit Serenade]: But who is she's name???

2005-01-10 [Lethargic Panda]: Maxi. o.O

2005-01-10 [Moonlit Serenade]: *blinks* Dunno her....

2005-01-10 [Lethargic Panda]: You're not special enough.

2005-01-10 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: why isnt she special enough.

2005-01-10 [Lethargic Panda]: Such a mediator.

2005-01-10 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: yup

2005-01-10 [Lethargic Panda]: Mediate something that needs mediation. o.o

2005-01-11 [Moonlit Serenade]: Hey! Why am I not special enough?!?!

2005-01-11 [Lethargic Panda]: *pats* >:D

2005-01-11 [Moonlit Serenade]: *tears* Is Pearly not special??? *sniffle*

2005-01-12 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: I think your special!

2005-01-12 [Mercy's Angel]: Everyone is!!

2005-01-12 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: yes!

2005-01-12 [Mercy's Angel]: :P

2005-01-12 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Flys are in my face and it is driving my crazy!!!! AHHH

2005-01-12 [Lethargic Panda]: Some people are just much less special than others. :)

2005-01-12 [Moonlit Serenade]: Flies are dead here!! *likes winter* They all freeze to death!! *is special

2005-01-12 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: yea these flys must be special flys then

2005-01-12 [Moonlit Serenade]: Special flies?? Like.... super flies???

2005-01-12 [Lethargic Panda]: Right. That has to be it.

2005-01-12 [Moonlit Serenade]: Ohh.... like. Super bugs, right???

2005-01-12 [Lethargic Panda]: No, no that's just stupid.

2005-01-12 [Moonlit Serenade]: *blinks* *shrugs, lost* Oh, okay!

2005-01-12 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: Yea like super bugs lol AHH they are eating me.

2005-01-12 [Moonlit Serenade]: *giggles* Gwee!!! Eat them, too!!

2005-01-12 [Lethargic Panda]: *watches silently*

2005-01-12 [Moonlit Serenade]: *pokes Lethargic*

2005-01-12 [Lethargic Panda]: *eats your finger*

2005-01-12 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: wow *looks at the fountian of blood*

2005-01-13 [Lethargic Panda]: Don't get any ideas.

2005-01-13 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: *starts playing in the blood*

2005-01-13 [Lethargic Panda]: *ponders*

2005-01-13 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: La la la *singing while dancing in blood*

2005-01-14 [Moonlit Serenade]: *blinks* *licks her bleeding finger* You cruel, cruel people, you.... *glare*

2005-01-14 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: awww, I was having fun :(

2005-01-15 [Lethargic Panda]: *is proud of cruelty* *acts proud*

2005-01-15 [Moonlit Serenade]: *blinks* You're gonna be a slave driver, huh, Lethargic....? *pets Charmed*

2005-01-15 [*~*Pink Charmed Barbie*~*]: *like being pet*

2005-01-15 [Moonlit Serenade]: *continues to pet* Good li'l kitty... hee....

2005-01-15 [Lethargic Panda]: ...Enough of that.

2005-01-15 [Moonlit Serenade]: *blinks* Do you have issues with affection, Lethargic?? *huggles*

2005-01-15 [Lethargic Panda]: o.o Only certain affection.

2005-01-15 [Moonlit Serenade]: *blinks* *hugs the poor Lethargic* Share the love, darlin'

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